Ok ok, so I’ve been playing Call Of Duty 4 alot lately…but I was actually referring to the fact that the pin has finally come out of my finger. Pis to follow. Interesting note, I had NO idea that the oin was actually in my bone this whole time!! The doc had drilled a hole through the bone-s…man, what a trip. The feeling of him puling the wire out was really frackin gross, and then he pulled the pin out with this odd twisting motion. Ewwwww

I finished COD4 yesterday on easy mode..now to try out some of the other features available to me and go again with a harder mode. I <3 my XBox 360. I wanna get a used copy of Gears of War as I totally thought the game play looked great. In the mean time I can play online with my brother-in-law and his brother. A few more upgrades on my status and I can join his clan [CAB], u figure out what it stands for.

Now, to relax with some scotch and my copy of Empire Strikes Back.

2 more days until I get my pin taken out!!!! I don’t know how long it’ll be until the doc lets me get back to work…then who knows who my FTO is gonna be? How well will I perform? You may have an idea of what it’s like to not know if the job is officially YOURS yet.

In other news, I got Ramune a Promise ring..here is a pic for ya… She has been getting so many “congratulations” on getting engaged, nobody believes her when she says it’s a promise ring…

It looks gorgeous on her.

Next payday time to get those vanities and sinks installed in the bathrooms. That should complete them for now…till I get around to repainting the downstairs one and installing new lighting.

I had my surgery. Turns out that the break was even worse. Not only was the portion that was shown on the xray, but also above it was broken n another place. Heres some more pics for your pleasure.

So, I’ve done it again…broken my body. This time its smaller, but really really gross….and I’m still gonna be on light duty for about 4-6 weeks. Sigh. Here are some pictures for your enjoyment.

Cant really tell from here

Here you can see some of the break

And here it is….ewww

Last night was my first night back on graveyard shift. It was a bit on the long side as I’ve been used to a dayshift. Now I start work at the time I should have been asleep just a few days ago. So of course I was yawning all throughout the second half of the night.

Not much happened, at least as far as my activities went. My trainer had some paperwork to catch up on from his previous trainee, so we spent some time at the station while he typed away. I did go looking for a Home-Invasion car from Daly City that had been followed into our lovely City, but by the time we were there it had already been lost in the area. Thankfully another unit found it about an hour later…unoccupied, but still…at least one piece of property and possible evidence of who committed it.

Me riding shotgun.

Me in the Sunnydale

My last trainer while I pumped gas. Yes, we do other things too that aren’t exciting.

Quiet morning in the ‘Dale. Sunrise from behind Mobile Command.

Starting/Finishing my last week of Phase 1 of FTO. I am going to Midnights now, and will be with a brand new FTO. I hear he is good, so I will have to “prove” myself to him I’m sure. I look forward to the challenge, confident that I can rise up. Oh yeah. The change isn’t coming a moment too soon. I am having a hard time getting to sleep at night. Considering I try and get the hell out of my bed before 0330 hours, I get to bed waaaaaaaaaay too late, like sometime around 2230. That means, well yeah, I’m fucking tired when I get up.

Ok, tomorrow is my Friday. Yaaayyyy!!! Talk to y’all later.

Holding a baby while mom sets up her stroller. And for those that don’t know me, that’s NOT me.

Today proved to be interesting. I went to a call of a possible SIDS case. I went to the call, and other than the initial shock of seeing a dead baby, I continued the incident without much else bothering me. I interviewed the mother and the people in the house, got information from the Paramedics and the Rescue Captain, contacted the Medical Examiner and helped them conduct their interview. (The parents spoke only Spanish) The Medical Examiner took the baby, complete with Bassinet and gave me a receipt for the property.

I went back to the station to write the report. That was taken care of in short order. The paperwork of death. Then the CIRT (Critical Incident Response Team) came out to debrief those of us that went to the incident. It was there while we were discussing what had happened and what types of feelings could be expected. It was there that I realized that I had repressed alot of negative feeling. In order to deal with the task at hand, in my mind I turned the baby into a doll. A stiff, blue, dead doll. I thought about the parents sitting at home, grieving…looking at the empty bassinet, the bottles of formula, left with the memories of their three short months together.

I feel for the family. This is something that is not easy for anyone. I hadn’t even thought about how my FTO was doing on the way back. I hadn’t thought that he was having any issues. But our meeting with CIRT made me realize that it had in fact hit him quite hard. I thought he was dealing with it the same way I had, just kinda pushed it out of the way.

I was so damned sick last night.  I left work yesterday feeling extremely tired, sore throat, phlegm filled, falling asleep at the wheel momentarily…it was scary.  Ramune made me some stew which was delicious.  I went to bed by 2000 hours, woke up at midnight drenched in sweat with a horrendous fever and completely unable to talk.  I had Ramune call in for me.  Thank God for sick time on the books…as long as they are willing to pay it.  I understand that there was a memo that came out stating that members that called in sick today are not going to be compensated.  I haven’t seen it, nor have I gotten very reliable information as of yet, so we shall see.  I do however feel MUCH better today.  I can talk, not that much phlegm.  I’ll still be going to bed early however, just so I can make sure that I have enough rest for whatever tomorrow has to offer.

On a side note, I got my Blackberry 8830 last week.  I have been getting used to the new user interface which is totally different from a Windows Mobile device, but it’s great.  I haven’t had one instance of it freezing or having to reboot.  YAYY!!!!!

Sorry it’s been so long. I went back to work and have been a busy busy BUSY boy since.

Between DV capers, test prep, going without lunches…it’s a wonder I haven’t gone mad sometimes. But this is what I want to be and what I’m ready to have for the rest of my life. Oh yeah.

I still have been running out of time to workout, but hopefully next week will be better.

I hope everyones Xmas was good to them. It could be worse. I went to a call of a missing person who actually turned out to be dead in their car. This was just prior to Xmas. It was sort of expected, but yet NOT expected. Another DB a few days prior. This one was not a surprise. She was elderly, but she left behind a domestic partner much younger who has to grieve over the death of her lover.

We had the Tiger Incident the night before. That’s pretty frackin intense. I’ve not seen anything that incredible ever. It’s almost like Natural Selection at work.

So, the Ramune got me some cool stuff for xmas. First…an 16yo bottle of Bushmills scotch. Mmmmmm…saving that for special occasions. Then, the got me Guitar Hero III with a wireless guitar. Frackin fantastic!!! Motorola S9 Bluetooth headphones with a bluetooth adapter for my iPod Touch. Ahhhhh…sweet. Then for added sweetness she got me a stocking full of various mint candies. Oh yeah. What did YOU get?

I go back to work officially on the 5th of December. 1100 hours. Still at the same station. I am psyched up about it. Now to finish cramming in some good knowledge via the almighty FTO Manual. Wish me luck y’all.